fuck them...

wake up early in the morning....reach there 7am.....after changing,the chef ask me go back....come back again at 2.30pm......he say we never call him.....but we called......they never told us our shift....thts y 3 of us go there early in the morning....but,me....is the unlucky...only me go back...haiz....go back lo....where can i go....still early....afternooon go againlo....haiz.....waste my money.....take train take bus and take train.....fuck....afternoon alone sia....scary.....god bless me...T.T

rosette...

tomolo need to start sch la....holidays is end la....damn fast....1st day of sch need to go so far...somemore early in the morning...5am need to wake up...meet fren at 6something....7am start work....dunno will hard or not leh.....will give ppl scold???a bit bit worry la....emm....try my best....hope wont do any mistake...new semester...new life....without mad....without chen...haiz.....enjoy the new life...gambateh panda....

damn bored...

everyday at home also dun know wat to do....eat slp watch tv and on9....act good also la...let me rest....after going back sure no time to rest alr...jz a bit bit bored....yesterday gathered wif frenz....happyhappy...emm...all of them doesnt change much....same like b4.....haha.....me2 same,still like to kacau kelly...wahaha....haiz...tis time gathered le dun know need to wait until when la.....panda no more holidays until dec....dun know when can come back again....anyway,wont forget u all d^^take k frenz.....

愛情~友情~親情...

愛情友情真傷感情﹐還是親情最真情....人家總說愛情最脆弱...但﹐原來友情也是一樣這麼經不起考驗...經過短時間的分開﹐大家都各奔前程﹐對彼此也漸漸陌生了...覺得很心寒....還記得七個死黨的夢想嗎???八個門的私家車...哈...為什麼是八個門呢???七個人﹐一人一個﹐還有一個當然是要留給司機lo....哈哈....老人家坐後面....天真的我們﹐還說要擁有自己的店....你剪頭髮﹐我打理廚房﹐還有她算帳﹐忘了還有你調酒﹐她們服務顧客....當時大家都知道是不可能﹐但卻越說越開心^^

很多事都變了﹐你﹐不再是以前的你了...我﹐也因為莫些事改變了....她﹐或許已不在乎七個人的友情了....我們還可能再聚嗎????

melaka....

yesterday evening i was went to melaka to fetch my buddy come back....her fren followed...she got a crazy fren^^
melaka....it was a sad place....act really damnly dun wish to go back...let me think back all the bad,worst memories....my heart still will pain....i dun need happy.....but at least dun make me unhappy again....i jz wan a "ping jing"life...almost 1 year....u and me break up almost 1 yearla...u found ur happiness....how about me???ha....

hometown....

come back 2nd day alr....nth special.....erm....today going to sch and play ball wif fren....enjoy,relax,happy^^ha....haiz...come back also like nth to do....wish to go back....dun wish to hv holidays,jz wish to stay at sch....wish to continue my studies....miss my sch's life....

holidays...

exam is going to end....holiday is waiting for me....it's time to go back...scared unhappy again...hope i wont...jz 1 week....enjoy holidays wif family,frenz....let's be gone by be gone....if unhappy,jz thinkthink......ur sch's life....u will be happy again...if u think u can ,u can....haha...weiwei....must be strong ya....one day u will get ur happiness also....now jz focus on ur studies,ur breads ur cakes...dun worry be happy^^

july...

next month need to separate alr...mayb u think tht is ok...but....dun wan separate can or not?separate for 3 months...bastard....3months cant study together, cant work together, cant go home together,cant.....ya...i'm depend on u....i know....u wan scold me...i know....
weiwei really glad tht to know u...u coloured my life.....thx for sharing the happiness, sadness and many many together.....huhuhu....wish to cry sia.....u r the fren who know me much much much...so, i appreciate u....i know u will worry....but dun need to worry^^..u and i....best best best fren....more than fren(mummy)....haha...

finally exam.....

ololo....today only my cake can be accept sia......haiz....my creme brulee cannot.....my bread was heavy...haiz.....so sad sia...stupiak weiwei....y will like tht sia?dissappointed.....

love...

你們又再次分手了...這真的是你們要的嗎???一起兩年了﹐說長不長﹐說短不短﹐明明相愛﹐卻為了無理頭的理由鬧分手...說什麼沒結果﹐更說什麼是為了老爸...拜託啦!!!如果真是沒結果當初為什麼要開始???為了老爸更是離譜...女人就無法養老爸哦???一定得找個男人回來養你老爸嗎???無聊透了...真不明白...全天下的情侶聽好!不要再把愛情當游戲了好嗎?一點都不好玩...傷人...
再過兩天﹐也就是十一號....就是我單身第十個月...時間過得好快....這麼快又要一年了....單身久了﹐自然覺得單身的好....一切過的很平靜...很久沒有那種甜蜜的感覺了...單身生活﹐偶爾難免感到寂寞...一個適合自己的對象不容易遇到...一切隨緣...絕不能強求...
其實﹐我一點都不想一個人....

~DONE~

finally....my wedding's cake was done...wahaha....is over....is over is over....haha....but jz can relax for few days only la....coz exam is coming.....today my cake ok....decoration is simple....but at least i still can handle the marzipan and fondant.....ha....happy happy....stress for so many days, cant ever slp well....sir said tht my idea was there....is ok....jz try to make it "3D" .....then my cake will become more attractive.....so sleepy...i think i wan slp le.....nitezzzzniteZzzzz.....

nervous....

somebody can tell me tht how should i overcome my pro.....yesterday dun know y i cant cream my cake....i know...i'm nervous....everytime also like tht.....sir also told me tht no need to scare....scare for wat.....if u scared u cant do anything....i know...but i still will 緊張when i c tht everybody can did well and alr done but i still cant do anything.....i feel tht i'm退步alr....jz becoz of less practice???or i'm too tired and cant do well????i'm really dun know.....anyway....yesterday i was really down....my heart was aching......tis was my 1st time tht i cant cream my cake and cant decorate it......my fren also told me tht must relax......dun stress dun stress dun stress....say is easy but is difficult to do it....
thx for being beside me concern me listen to me and give me some advices...thx....
hope tht tis coming fri i can do well my wedding's cake and wont hv same mistake again....
panda is damnly damnly sleepy....tired....lets stop here and continue next time.....Zzzzz.....